Back in 2015, I used to be known as GoldenKisekae. And I was a very shitty person. I had no control of my impulses, I made many people uncomfortable and I couldn't keep a cap on my fetishes. The worst part about this was that even as a minor, I still explored and glorified sexual content and I pushed that onto other people. It got so bad that I left dA and never went back until years later. Of course, this was no fault of the people that I hurt. Even now, I have problems keeping certain things from that time under control. It was not a time that I'm proud to re-visit and the more I look back on it, the more or how I think of how I used to be and usually still am with some people and I feel ashamed more and more about it. Now in 2021, I'm working, or trying to at least, make amends. I can't do that to the people I hurt directly, but I felt as if the least I could do is share this so that people can know what I did and make their assumptions about the current me based off that. Even